1 00:00:09,760 --> 00:00:16,720 A HALF MAN 2 00:00:38,000 --> 00:00:39,880 What can I say about Niall? 3 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:44,680 He's funny. 4 00:00:48,400 --> 00:00:49,720 strange. 5 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:54,080 Awkward. 6 00:00:56,320 --> 00:00:57,480 Decided. 7 00:01:01,000 --> 00:01:02,080 Devoted. 8 00:01:05,519 --> 00:01:07,080 He sacrifices himself. 9 00:01:09,720 --> 00:01:11,000 He knows what he wants 10 00:01:12,800 --> 00:01:13,840 and takes it. 11 00:01:23,120 --> 00:01:25,560 I remember the first time I met Niall. 12 00:01:26,200 --> 00:01:29,280 I was just a child around seven years old at the time. 13 00:01:32,640 --> 00:01:34,880 The little bastard was afraid of me. 14 00:01:35,440 --> 00:01:37,960 It probably didn't help, that I bullied him. 15 00:01:38,840 --> 00:01:40,360 But he was easy prey. 16 00:01:41,320 --> 00:01:44,039 He was wearing a shirt with the top button fastened. 17 00:01:44,120 --> 00:01:45,520 With a seemingly huge head. 18 00:01:50,960 --> 00:01:52,200 We played hide and seek 19 00:01:52,280 --> 00:01:53,720 and he was so afraid of me 20 00:01:53,800 --> 00:01:55,720 that I found it in strange places. 21 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:59,479 Under cars, on bookshelves, 22 00:01:59,560 --> 00:02:01,960 at the end of the road in a garden. 23 00:02:04,000 --> 00:02:06,640 I remember a time when it was raining 24 00:02:06,720 --> 00:02:08,199 and I stopped looking for him. 25 00:02:08,280 --> 00:02:11,080 But the little pizdun was so devoted to the game, 26 00:02:11,160 --> 00:02:12,400 that he got pneumonia. 27 00:02:19,160 --> 00:02:23,120 Another� said: "You hide, I'll search." 28 00:02:23,200 --> 00:02:27,400 I hid in the attic under a tarp. 29 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:28,720 But he was never there. 30 00:02:31,040 --> 00:02:33,520 When I went down half an hour later, 31 00:02:33,600 --> 00:02:36,079 he messed with my birthday cake. 32 00:02:42,200 --> 00:02:43,720 That's Niall Kennedy. 33 00:02:45,360 --> 00:02:46,640 He knows what he wants 34 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:49,880 and takes it. 35 00:02:57,720 --> 00:02:59,680 Get up. 36 00:03:04,920 --> 00:03:06,480 Come on, get up. 37 00:03:09,480 --> 00:03:12,080 How much time is left? Come on. 38 00:03:17,760 --> 00:03:19,640 Okay, that's it. 39 00:03:26,680 --> 00:03:27,680 So... 40 00:03:29,400 --> 00:03:30,920 On Niall Kennedy. 41 00:03:32,040 --> 00:03:33,800 A man who knows what he wants. 42 00:03:35,800 --> 00:03:36,800 And he takes it. 43 00:03:39,040 --> 00:03:40,200 Call me "Daddy". 44 00:03:40,280 --> 00:03:41,400 Yes, father. 45 00:03:42,440 --> 00:03:43,520 Yes, father. - Yes. 46 00:04:29,480 --> 00:04:31,160 Can I print something? 47 00:04:37,880 --> 00:04:39,920 Unfortunately, he has no more points. 48 00:04:40,720 --> 00:04:44,200 This is the draft for my new novel. 49 00:04:44,280 --> 00:04:45,720 I do not want to send by e-mail, 50 00:04:45,800 --> 00:04:48,240 because the publisher it won't read on the screen. 51 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:49,600 Do me a favor? 52 00:04:50,480 --> 00:04:51,680 Just this once? 53 00:04:52,960 --> 00:04:55,760 I don't know Niall. The boss hates it when I do that. 54 00:04:59,360 --> 00:05:00,680 The boss is a jerk. 55 00:05:02,480 --> 00:05:03,800 Do it for me. 56 00:05:05,560 --> 00:05:07,000 I won't ask you anymore. 57 00:05:09,320 --> 00:05:10,800 Right. The last one, okay? 58 00:05:11,680 --> 00:05:13,080 Thank you, thank you. 59 00:05:14,120 --> 00:05:19,760 PAUL DANUBE'S LAST NOVEL! 60 00:05:48,760 --> 00:05:49,880 What does he mean�? 61 00:05:53,920 --> 00:05:56,520 I don't know what it's about. 62 00:05:56,600 --> 00:05:58,480 The main character's journey. 63 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:02,480 It's about not forgetting to its roots, it is not for sale�. 64 00:06:02,560 --> 00:06:05,080 If a study at Oxford betrays a principle, 65 00:06:05,160 --> 00:06:07,360 then i don't want to know according to some criteria 66 00:06:07,440 --> 00:06:08,640 this guy lives. 67 00:06:08,720 --> 00:06:11,680 This is a draft. Things will still develop. 68 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:13,720 You said that about the last book 69 00:06:13,800 --> 00:06:16,560 and I hate to tell you but has problems with development. 70 00:06:17,840 --> 00:06:20,120 Not to mention you're in the middle of writing 71 00:06:20,200 --> 00:06:21,760 apparently too much. 72 00:06:21,840 --> 00:06:23,040 What? It's not true. 73 00:06:23,840 --> 00:06:28,640 You spelled Glasgow with a seven. 74 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:38,040 See, all that I would from your writing, 75 00:06:39,120 --> 00:06:41,040 it has a little more authenticity. 76 00:06:41,120 --> 00:06:42,640 My writing is genuine. 77 00:06:42,720 --> 00:06:44,880 You read the first book, it was from the heart. 78 00:06:44,960 --> 00:06:47,480 About a boy who communicates with his dead father? 79 00:06:47,560 --> 00:06:49,440 What is authentic about it? - Everything. 80 00:06:49,520 --> 00:06:51,320 Father died early. I didn't know him. 81 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:53,560 According to reviews it was obvious. 82 00:06:55,200 --> 00:06:57,880 Try to open up a little more. 83 00:06:57,960 --> 00:06:59,320 Everyone says so. 84 00:06:59,400 --> 00:07:05,040 The key to a good career is to learn to tell his story. 85 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:06,640 Really? And why? 86 00:07:06,720 --> 00:07:07,720 It's simple. 87 00:07:09,000 --> 00:07:10,880 Write about what you know. 88 00:07:27,800 --> 00:07:30,440 when i was younger 89 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:34,080 I always felt different. 90 00:07:40,880 --> 00:07:44,120 Lost. 91 00:07:54,920 --> 00:07:57,640 Butts butts hush hush hush hush hush hush hush hush hush hush hush hush 92 00:08:14,880 --> 00:08:16,000 hi how are you 93 00:08:34,760 --> 00:08:35,880 Yes. 94 00:08:43,640 --> 00:08:45,400 Cunt. - Cunt, Gus. 95 00:08:50,280 --> 00:08:54,320 Wait, Niall, please. Please! 96 00:09:02,920 --> 00:09:05,360 You must be feeling good now? 97 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:07,280 Not even. 98 00:09:09,520 --> 00:09:11,160 He's not going to tell anyone, is he? 99 00:09:11,240 --> 00:09:12,280 No. 100 00:09:12,920 --> 00:09:15,280 Just because it would reveal itself. 101 00:09:15,360 --> 00:09:16,600 Yes, I understand you. 102 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:19,920 Besides, it's the cruiser codex. 103 00:09:20,000 --> 00:09:22,160 "Wherever we are, we don't tell." 104 00:09:23,760 --> 00:09:25,080 I'm the first to hear. 105 00:09:25,160 --> 00:09:26,920 Because I made it up. 106 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:30,080 Would you like to go for a beer? 107 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:32,640 No, I have to... - Come on, man. 108 00:09:32,720 --> 00:09:34,920 The boy I bullied at school 109 00:09:35,000 --> 00:09:36,600 he caught me gay fuk. 110 00:09:36,680 --> 00:09:38,320 I'm shoeless. 111 00:09:38,400 --> 00:09:40,520 look at my socks for God's sake. 112 00:09:41,520 --> 00:09:42,960 Wallace and Gromit. 113 00:09:46,560 --> 00:09:48,040 Accept this cancellation. 114 00:09:50,520 --> 00:09:51,760 Let's go for a drink. 115 00:10:14,200 --> 00:10:15,800 I hate lager, fuck it. 116 00:10:15,880 --> 00:10:16,880 Me too. 117 00:10:25,760 --> 00:10:27,040 So you are... 118 00:10:28,160 --> 00:10:29,160 Authored? 119 00:10:29,800 --> 00:10:32,160 No way, I'm not gay at all. 120 00:10:32,240 --> 00:10:33,480 She sleeps with guys all the time. 121 00:10:33,560 --> 00:10:35,720 That's what happens there. - Because I'm not gay yet. 122 00:10:35,800 --> 00:10:37,480 I would be gay if I fell in love. 123 00:10:37,560 --> 00:10:39,320 So you are one of them. 124 00:10:39,400 --> 00:10:41,720 So straight that he fucks men. 125 00:10:41,800 --> 00:10:43,920 You are also such a vegetarian, which is the meat? 126 00:10:45,760 --> 00:10:47,560 Yes, it's bullshit. 127 00:10:47,640 --> 00:10:50,480 You're fine. It could be worse. 128 00:10:51,840 --> 00:10:53,680 I could be married and have children. 129 00:10:57,160 --> 00:10:59,040 I always suspected, you know? 130 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:01,640 You liked to pull panties. 131 00:11:04,520 --> 00:11:06,320 And many other things. 132 00:11:06,960 --> 00:11:09,440 And your brother pushed me, remember? 133 00:11:10,320 --> 00:11:12,320 I pee on the side for three months. 134 00:11:12,400 --> 00:11:14,960 I didn't approve of that. 135 00:11:16,560 --> 00:11:18,280 I last saw him. 136 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:20,080 I'm still afraid of him. 137 00:11:22,680 --> 00:11:23,880 What did you say? 138 00:11:23,960 --> 00:11:26,280 Your brother. I last saw him. 139 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:29,080 What? 140 00:11:30,400 --> 00:11:31,400 Where? 141 00:11:31,480 --> 00:11:33,240 On the street. 142 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:35,280 It wasn't him. It is still closed. 143 00:11:35,360 --> 00:11:37,280 No, it's outside. 144 00:11:37,360 --> 00:11:39,120 We talked for a long time. 145 00:11:39,200 --> 00:11:41,200 He met a girl, works... 146 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:43,560 Wait, is it working? 147 00:11:43,640 --> 00:11:45,840 Yes, yes, yes. On the dock in Aberdeen. 148 00:11:45,920 --> 00:11:47,760 Three months working, three months not. 149 00:11:48,480 --> 00:11:49,840 He even gave me his business card. 150 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:56,200 Jesus. 151 00:11:56,280 --> 00:11:58,600 RUBEN PALLISTER mooring man on the deck 152 00:11:59,400 --> 00:12:00,680 What is a tether? 153 00:12:00,760 --> 00:12:01,840 I have no idea. 154 00:12:01,920 --> 00:12:04,600 You can keep it, Is there a tracker in it? 155 00:12:05,880 --> 00:12:07,400 You're not messing with me�? 156 00:12:08,880 --> 00:12:11,080 Is it really outside? - Yes, I swear. 157 00:12:12,960 --> 00:12:14,440 It's outside. 158 00:12:25,280 --> 00:12:28,400 Ruben is out, out of prison. 159 00:12:30,720 --> 00:12:31,880 What does he mean, you know? 160 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:33,160 I know. -How? 161 00:12:33,240 --> 00:12:35,640 Did Maura tell you? You two don't talk anymore, do you? 162 00:12:36,360 --> 00:12:38,480 Somehow. -What do you mean� "somehow"? 163 00:12:38,560 --> 00:12:40,840 I thought they were done? -It's true, 164 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:42,880 but we see each other sometimes. 165 00:12:42,960 --> 00:12:44,960 You didn't say anything? 166 00:12:45,040 --> 00:12:47,160 How could you? You're never there. 167 00:12:47,240 --> 00:12:48,960 On the phone! - It is not advertised. 168 00:12:49,040 --> 00:12:52,160 I leave you four messages a week and does not answer�. 169 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:53,480 At the last one 170 00:12:53,560 --> 00:12:56,480 I pretended that I'm down and dying 171 00:12:56,560 --> 00:12:58,440 but you still haven't called! 172 00:12:59,400 --> 00:13:00,760 I knew it wasn't true. 173 00:13:00,840 --> 00:13:02,960 My birthday too wasn't he serious? 174 00:13:05,560 --> 00:13:06,560 wait. 175 00:13:07,600 --> 00:13:09,920 I don't understand what you wanted. 176 00:13:10,000 --> 00:13:12,480 Were you scheming and hoping I wouldn't find out? 177 00:13:12,560 --> 00:13:14,960 Like I'm enjoying it. 178 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:19,120 I have deep wrinkles on my face, dedicated to you idiots. 179 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:20,640 I wouldn't gain anything, 180 00:13:20,720 --> 00:13:22,560 If only they knew about each other. 181 00:13:22,640 --> 00:13:26,080 I'd risk him killing you or that you die of worry. 182 00:13:26,160 --> 00:13:29,040 What if he finds out where I am and come looking for me? 183 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:31,520 I doubt it. 184 00:13:31,600 --> 00:13:34,600 On Brunswick Avenue he won't meet you, will he? 185 00:13:34,680 --> 00:13:37,640 Or in the strong side in Kelvingrove Park at 2:00 p.m 186 00:13:37,720 --> 00:13:39,600 with your pants down? 187 00:13:40,880 --> 00:13:43,440 And then he wonders why I'm gone? 188 00:13:45,520 --> 00:13:47,400 No, wait. 189 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:50,200 Sorry! 190 00:13:50,280 --> 00:13:52,800 I did it to protect you, Niall. 191 00:13:52,880 --> 00:13:55,480 I still don't understand. When did he come out? 192 00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:57,080 I don't know. 193 00:13:58,240 --> 00:13:59,280 Two years ago? 194 00:13:59,360 --> 00:14:00,800 Two years? Are you kidding? 195 00:14:00,880 --> 00:14:03,280 That's good. He didn't come looking for you for two years. 196 00:14:05,240 --> 00:14:08,440 Have you seen him? 197 00:14:10,240 --> 00:14:11,360 Yes, a few times. 198 00:14:12,760 --> 00:14:15,440 Did he mention me? 199 00:14:17,120 --> 00:14:19,720 Maybe. -What did he say? 200 00:14:19,800 --> 00:14:20,960 He didn't say anything. 201 00:14:21,040 --> 00:14:22,880 He just smiled. 202 00:14:23,640 --> 00:14:27,480 That's good. This is really good. 203 00:14:27,560 --> 00:14:28,880 A nice smile? Pleasant? 204 00:14:30,000 --> 00:14:31,240 I can't lie to you. 205 00:14:31,320 --> 00:14:32,560 What kind of smile? Come on. 206 00:14:32,640 --> 00:14:34,320 I don't know! 207 00:14:34,400 --> 00:14:37,400 With the mouth and not with the eyes. 208 00:14:38,720 --> 00:14:39,760 the one 209 00:14:39,840 --> 00:14:43,160 what he does before he drives away. 210 00:15:29,080 --> 00:15:30,600 I only have ten minutes. 211 00:15:30,680 --> 00:15:32,840 Darren goes to his mother, that's why I have children. 212 00:15:32,920 --> 00:15:33,960 Yes, don't worry. 213 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:38,480 Joanna, I don't want you to worry. 214 00:15:38,560 --> 00:15:39,480 Reuben. 215 00:15:40,320 --> 00:15:41,840 What? How do you know? 216 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:46,280 I didn't want to say but I met him not long ago. 217 00:15:46,360 --> 00:15:48,920 He apologized to people 218 00:15:49,000 --> 00:15:50,640 who wronged them. 219 00:15:50,720 --> 00:15:52,600 Jesus. That's crazy. 220 00:15:52,680 --> 00:15:55,480 This apology is really not like him. 221 00:15:55,560 --> 00:15:57,880 God knows how long he was in prison. 222 00:15:57,960 --> 00:15:59,560 It changes you. 223 00:15:59,640 --> 00:16:01,960 No, people like him don't change. 224 00:16:02,040 --> 00:16:03,440 He knows that best. 225 00:16:03,520 --> 00:16:04,680 I don't know. 226 00:16:05,560 --> 00:16:07,000 He seemed different. 227 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:08,080 Yes. 228 00:16:08,800 --> 00:16:10,360 Wow, Jesus. 229 00:16:10,440 --> 00:16:12,800 He will probably apologize to me. 230 00:16:12,880 --> 00:16:15,360 No, he said I was the last one. 231 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,960 This is bullshit. -How? 232 00:16:18,040 --> 00:16:20,760 Because he owes me the biggest apology! 233 00:16:20,840 --> 00:16:22,840 Don't do that. I'm embarrassed. 234 00:16:22,920 --> 00:16:25,360 He ruined my life, Joanna. 235 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,640 Because of this I graduated from Oxford. 236 00:16:27,720 --> 00:16:29,320 Not because of exaltation? 237 00:16:29,400 --> 00:16:33,800 That too. A combination of both. 238 00:16:35,400 --> 00:16:37,480 Better forget about it. 239 00:16:37,560 --> 00:16:39,160 How could you? 240 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:42,160 I found out that it works well on the plate. 241 00:16:42,240 --> 00:16:44,000 What's wrong with that? - Everything. 242 00:16:44,080 --> 00:16:47,600 if he is so comfortable he will not learn anything. 243 00:16:47,680 --> 00:16:51,400 In the meantime, every day, I garam like crazy and what do they reward me with? 244 00:16:51,480 --> 00:16:54,160 With wages, handshakes and promises? 245 00:16:54,240 --> 00:16:55,640 I understand you. 246 00:16:56,480 --> 00:16:57,720 It is difficult when someone 247 00:16:57,800 --> 00:17:00,040 your past is doing so well. 248 00:17:00,960 --> 00:17:03,480 Maybe you don't mind that he has changed. 249 00:17:05,760 --> 00:17:07,520 But you didn't. 250 00:17:14,280 --> 00:17:15,359 Shut up. 251 00:18:04,360 --> 00:18:07,280 when i was young I felt incomplete. 252 00:18:10,840 --> 00:18:12,960 SEARCH 253 00:18:13,040 --> 00:18:15,680 mooring man on the deck 254 00:18:15,760 --> 00:18:17,920 WHAT DOES A mooring man - signalman do? 255 00:18:22,520 --> 00:18:24,480 WORK ON THE FLOOR - SALARY 100,000 L 256 00:18:24,560 --> 00:18:28,920 SALARY 100,000 L 257 00:18:34,680 --> 00:18:38,720 WHAT REMAINS UNSAID PAUL DANUBE 258 00:18:38,800 --> 00:18:42,040 SELL YOUR BOOKS.COM 259 00:19:56,120 --> 00:19:57,080 There you go. 260 00:20:04,040 --> 00:20:05,640 Here you go. 261 00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:06,640 Put this on. 262 00:20:07,720 --> 00:20:09,240 Like this. - Thank you. 263 00:20:46,440 --> 00:20:47,920 MONA SHIELS TAGGED RUBEN 264 00:21:01,120 --> 00:21:03,440 JUNE 10, 2008 CHILDHOOD LOVER 265 00:21:16,720 --> 00:21:19,440 ALMOST A YEAR WITH HIM! 266 00:21:49,520 --> 00:21:51,680 I think I know what it's about. 267 00:21:51,760 --> 00:21:53,240 For comments from last�. 268 00:21:53,320 --> 00:21:54,320 Not really. 269 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:56,320 I don't mind you being gay. 270 00:21:56,400 --> 00:21:57,840 But how does he do it? 271 00:21:57,920 --> 00:21:58,920 It's about Maura. 272 00:22:04,320 --> 00:22:05,760 What happened? 273 00:22:05,840 --> 00:22:07,440 Has the cancer returned? 274 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:10,040 No. 275 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:15,400 She hanged herself. 276 00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:19,480 The rope broke after a minute. 277 00:22:20,600 --> 00:22:22,040 She is almost mentally dead. 278 00:22:25,120 --> 00:22:28,120 My God. This is terrible. 279 00:22:29,720 --> 00:22:31,240 This is life. 280 00:22:33,280 --> 00:22:35,640 Did she leave a message? 281 00:22:35,720 --> 00:22:38,560 In a way. More of a to-do list. 282 00:22:39,320 --> 00:22:42,360 "The cats are in the shed. The keys are under the plant pot." 283 00:22:42,440 --> 00:22:45,520 There's something so final about it, 284 00:22:46,360 --> 00:22:48,120 that everything is getting worse. 285 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:51,360 It's like it's just another job. 286 00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:55,720 See... 287 00:22:57,440 --> 00:22:58,920 I'm sorry I wasn't here. 288 00:22:59,000 --> 00:23:00,400 You understand, don't you? 289 00:23:01,200 --> 00:23:02,200 How did you react? 290 00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:04,160 I was shocked. 291 00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:05,880 How should she feel 292 00:23:05,960 --> 00:23:07,560 when my brother told me 293 00:23:07,640 --> 00:23:10,280 that he found you with the guy on the site? 294 00:23:11,400 --> 00:23:13,520 I blame myself. 295 00:23:13,600 --> 00:23:16,160 I should have noticed before you. 296 00:23:16,240 --> 00:23:17,800 Like looking for glasses, 297 00:23:17,880 --> 00:23:21,120 which I wore all the time. 298 00:23:23,960 --> 00:23:25,920 Is that why Ruben turned up? 299 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:27,720 Yes, he called me from prison. 300 00:23:27,800 --> 00:23:30,000 He needed help taking care of her. 301 00:23:30,080 --> 00:23:31,800 That was when he was in? 302 00:23:31,880 --> 00:23:34,440 Yeah, but don't blame yourself, okay? 303 00:23:34,520 --> 00:23:37,640 She was in debt, she had pains, everything possible. 304 00:23:42,920 --> 00:23:45,440 niall promise me 305 00:23:45,520 --> 00:23:48,120 that he will not blame himself. 306 00:23:52,280 --> 00:23:53,280 I promise. 307 00:24:05,760 --> 00:24:08,320 MARRY A GUY WHO LOVES HIS MOTHER 308 00:24:08,400 --> 00:24:12,920 THE PERFECT SUNDAY 309 00:24:13,000 --> 00:24:17,440 BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES 310 00:24:50,760 --> 00:24:55,800 when i was younger I ruined my brother's life. 311 00:25:14,120 --> 00:25:15,120 Hey Stefan. 312 00:25:16,000 --> 00:25:17,760 Do me a favor and print this? 313 00:25:17,840 --> 00:25:19,560 No. The boss is the last one to go crazy. 314 00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:22,520 May I ask? 315 00:25:25,120 --> 00:25:26,800 Nigel? - No chance. 316 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:30,760 Sorry. It won't work. 317 00:25:32,760 --> 00:25:34,280 You are a bitter man. 318 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:37,520 Very bitter man. 319 00:25:37,600 --> 00:25:39,920 Daniel, he better print this� 320 00:25:43,080 --> 00:25:46,200 before you read� you jerk! 321 00:25:46,280 --> 00:25:48,280 DOCUMENTS DRAFT FOR THE RISING SUN 322 00:26:43,880 --> 00:26:44,880 So... 323 00:26:45,520 --> 00:26:48,680 You can tell me why you were there this afternoon 324 00:26:48,760 --> 00:26:50,400 with a man on the side? 325 00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:51,760 It's simple. 326 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:53,920 We talked about ideas 327 00:26:54,000 --> 00:26:55,960 and we didn't want to disturb others. 328 00:26:56,040 --> 00:26:57,840 He probably thinks I'm from yesterday. 329 00:26:57,920 --> 00:27:01,160 Don't worry, Nigel. I never thought of that. 330 00:27:02,480 --> 00:27:03,600 Can't hold me down 331 00:27:03,680 --> 00:27:06,080 so just ban me from entering if you want. 332 00:27:06,160 --> 00:27:10,120 No. I won't just do that. 333 00:27:11,160 --> 00:27:13,040 I supported sexual liberation, 334 00:27:13,120 --> 00:27:17,360 until she started to penetrate in all hours of public services. 335 00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:24,160 I started with this, 336 00:27:24,240 --> 00:27:27,520 when i saw that the library appears on Google. 337 00:27:27,600 --> 00:27:29,640 A well-known corner for cruising. 338 00:27:29,720 --> 00:27:32,200 What will he do with the footage? 339 00:27:32,280 --> 00:27:37,360 I will upload them online, as an example, that this will not happen again. 340 00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:38,640 What? No! 341 00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:41,720 Please. Why me? I'm not the only one. 342 00:27:41,800 --> 00:27:43,400 You let the other one go. 343 00:27:43,480 --> 00:27:46,120 Yes, because you are a constant. 344 00:27:51,520 --> 00:27:55,360 See what I can do not to do it�? 345 00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:58,240 He can pay the fine. 346 00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,760 Your printing debts? 347 00:28:00,840 --> 00:28:02,480 That's not ni�, twenty pounds? 348 00:28:02,560 --> 00:28:04,080 No. 349 00:28:04,160 --> 00:28:07,240 It says on the computer that you are owed 350 00:28:07,320 --> 00:28:09,400 2000 L. -What? 351 00:28:09,480 --> 00:28:11,400 This is funny. From where? 352 00:28:11,480 --> 00:28:12,520 I don't know. 353 00:28:13,440 --> 00:28:16,080 Of all the books, that you sold online? 354 00:28:22,440 --> 00:28:25,040 All right. I'm sorry. 355 00:28:25,120 --> 00:28:27,080 I'm really in trouble, but listen 356 00:28:27,160 --> 00:28:30,200 I haven't sold more than a thousand pounds worth of books. 357 00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:35,040 No, that's the price to buy them back. 358 00:28:35,120 --> 00:28:38,520 Come on, Nigel? You're a librarian, not a lawyer. 359 00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,120 No. 360 00:28:42,800 --> 00:28:45,160 I'm just a very bitter man. 361 00:28:50,400 --> 00:28:52,440 I only need two thousand. 362 00:28:52,520 --> 00:28:53,880 What? -I know it's a lot, 363 00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:55,960 but I will give you back 10% for every pound. 364 00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:57,000 This is an investment. 365 00:28:57,080 --> 00:29:00,000 Don't be like middlemen, who did not invest in Amazon. 366 00:29:00,080 --> 00:29:02,160 He has a high opinion of himself for someone, 367 00:29:02,240 --> 00:29:05,080 who was caught before with a man on the side. 368 00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:08,400 Come on, Joanna, please. 369 00:29:08,480 --> 00:29:09,840 I want to stay with my mother. 370 00:29:09,920 --> 00:29:12,200 I wouldn't believe it what was the last thing she said to me 371 00:29:12,280 --> 00:29:13,160 What about? 372 00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:15,640 That I'm a pervert�. 373 00:29:15,720 --> 00:29:18,280 She doesn't mind that I'm gay, but she did not raise a deviant. 374 00:29:18,360 --> 00:29:19,880 Is that what she said? 375 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,440 Go to your aunt, Bubby. Go play. 376 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:35,320 Niall... 377 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,480 I still love you very much 378 00:29:39,560 --> 00:29:41,840 but saving you again and again 379 00:29:41,920 --> 00:29:43,880 it obviously doesn't help you. 380 00:29:44,920 --> 00:29:46,720 Now where did that come from? 381 00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:49,880 I can't take it anymore, Niall. 382 00:29:49,960 --> 00:29:52,160 I have three children. 383 00:29:52,240 --> 00:29:53,560 I can't do one more. 384 00:29:56,440 --> 00:29:58,040 Please don't visit us again. 385 00:30:32,840 --> 00:30:33,840 What was it? 386 00:30:34,760 --> 00:30:35,800 Gay affairs? 387 00:30:35,880 --> 00:30:37,360 Don't talk like that. 388 00:30:39,480 --> 00:30:40,920 Tell me, what happened? 389 00:30:43,800 --> 00:30:44,840 Gay stuff. 390 00:30:47,200 --> 00:30:49,360 I was caught with a man in the library. 391 00:30:49,440 --> 00:30:52,680 The manager wants money from me, otherwise it will upload the recording to the web. 392 00:30:53,600 --> 00:30:55,040 Which library? 393 00:30:55,120 --> 00:30:56,360 Clay Park Library. 394 00:30:56,440 --> 00:30:58,760 Jesus. They lead school trips there! 395 00:30:58,840 --> 00:31:00,600 What excuse does he have this time? 396 00:31:00,680 --> 00:31:01,760 I did my research. 397 00:31:01,840 --> 00:31:04,000 Did you research in the library? 398 00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,320 The fight looks crazy as it is. 399 00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:07,040 I wouldn't say. 400 00:31:07,120 --> 00:31:10,120 Would you bring a book to a fucking brothel? 401 00:31:11,080 --> 00:31:13,000 I know it's hard to understand 402 00:31:13,080 --> 00:31:15,240 but I almost found myself. 403 00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:18,160 Really? In the library you got caught having sex with a guy 404 00:31:18,240 --> 00:31:19,960 ten meters away from Pepe the Pig. 405 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:22,200 It's great that you almost found yourself! 406 00:31:23,080 --> 00:31:25,240 What will push you over the edge? 407 00:31:25,320 --> 00:31:28,080 A fucking intergenerational orgy? 408 00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:29,880 Don't forget my problems, mom. 409 00:31:29,960 --> 00:31:33,040 I apologize for my problems. Because they are mine too, you know. 410 00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,080 At least you get it. Jesus. 411 00:31:40,680 --> 00:31:41,760 What do you need? 412 00:31:50,280 --> 00:31:51,280 Two thousand. 413 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:53,600 Impossible. I am a social worker. 414 00:31:53,680 --> 00:31:55,760 Maybe she would rob her colleagues. 415 00:31:55,840 --> 00:31:57,080 No savings? 416 00:31:57,160 --> 00:32:00,160 I used them last�, when you had a life break, 417 00:32:00,240 --> 00:32:01,400 in an insane asylum. 418 00:32:01,480 --> 00:32:03,480 Hospital, mom. 419 00:32:03,560 --> 00:32:06,560 The hospital is for hands and feet. She was a madwoman. 420 00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:08,880 You sat in a circle and talked about God. 421 00:32:08,960 --> 00:32:10,800 You could hardly be crazier. 422 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:12,640 Enough kidding, yeah? I need money! 423 00:32:12,720 --> 00:32:14,560 I'm not ready to reveal myself. 424 00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:17,280 So stop having sex in public. That's the answer. 425 00:32:17,360 --> 00:32:19,800 I'm begging you. He must know someone who can help. 426 00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:23,800 I know, but you won't care anymore. 427 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:27,480 Reuben? 428 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:29,760 Seriously? 429 00:32:30,640 --> 00:32:32,680 How can he even suggest that�? 430 00:32:32,760 --> 00:32:34,680 After all done, to be in it. 431 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,880 Really? He set you up to the public side? 432 00:32:37,960 --> 00:32:40,440 He probably pulled the plug on you too! 433 00:32:40,520 --> 00:32:42,040 I'm talking about the tipping point, 434 00:32:42,120 --> 00:32:44,480 the source of all my problems! 435 00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:48,000 Oh, the resource. Always talk� about the source. 436 00:32:48,080 --> 00:32:50,480 First he was a father. Then Maura. 437 00:32:50,560 --> 00:32:52,120 Then Ruben 438 00:32:52,200 --> 00:32:54,800 and the elite from Oxford, 439 00:32:54,880 --> 00:32:56,280 and now Ruben again. 440 00:32:56,360 --> 00:32:58,160 I'm glad that he can finally see. 441 00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:01,320 Apparently you really did glasses on the nose all the time. 442 00:33:04,400 --> 00:33:07,040 Look, that's your problem. 443 00:33:07,720 --> 00:33:11,120 You're too busy doing that to blame others for his problems, 444 00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:14,240 because it is easier to show with the finger anywhere but at yourself. 445 00:33:14,320 --> 00:33:16,760 Like it was my fault for life breakdown. 446 00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:17,840 You were! 447 00:33:17,920 --> 00:33:19,960 You got sick because of yourself. 448 00:33:20,040 --> 00:33:22,080 "It was right, that I told the truth? 449 00:33:22,160 --> 00:33:23,600 "I had to, didn't I?" 450 00:33:23,680 --> 00:33:25,880 It possessed you. 451 00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:27,520 It didn't help. 452 00:33:27,600 --> 00:33:30,320 I was sick! -You were obsessed with yourself! 453 00:33:32,280 --> 00:33:36,280 In my opinion, there are no other options. 454 00:33:36,360 --> 00:33:38,200 Undoubtedly. 455 00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:41,480 I can ask him for money, 456 00:33:41,560 --> 00:33:43,760 but I will say that it is for me. 457 00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:49,120 Or finally face the problem alone, 458 00:33:49,200 --> 00:33:50,600 because I won't help you. 459 00:33:52,520 --> 00:33:53,520 Wait a little. 460 00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:58,040 Have you ever done this? 461 00:33:58,680 --> 00:33:59,680 Well... 462 00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:02,040 Did you use his money for me? 463 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,680 Of course. Where does he think from? that I took it? 464 00:34:04,760 --> 00:34:07,040 You took out a mortgage, maybe savings. 465 00:34:08,840 --> 00:34:09,840 I mean... 466 00:34:12,600 --> 00:34:14,080 What did he pay for? 467 00:34:15,600 --> 00:34:17,040 Many things. 468 00:34:17,840 --> 00:34:19,320 My room? 469 00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:21,120 Yes. 470 00:34:22,199 --> 00:34:23,320 A car? 471 00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:24,400 Yes. 472 00:34:24,480 --> 00:34:25,960 Therapy? - Yes. 473 00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:27,440 Where am I talking about him? 474 00:34:27,520 --> 00:34:29,400 Yes, for everyone. 475 00:34:29,480 --> 00:34:31,480 Your clothes, Christmas presents, 476 00:34:31,560 --> 00:34:33,800 renovation of the children's room into a bedroom, 477 00:34:33,880 --> 00:34:35,880 that he may return� after each breakdown. 478 00:34:35,960 --> 00:34:37,440 Yes? 479 00:34:37,520 --> 00:34:39,320 I hope he accepts returns! 480 00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:41,480 Niall, what? 481 00:34:41,560 --> 00:34:43,800 Niall! Stop! 482 00:34:45,440 --> 00:34:46,440 Niall! 483 00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:50,080 I don't need it, fuck it! -Stop it! 484 00:34:50,159 --> 00:34:52,639 You also bought this watch with his money? 485 00:34:52,719 --> 00:34:54,360 Yes. - Arranged. 486 00:34:54,440 --> 00:34:55,440 Jesus. 487 00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:56,679 That CD player? 488 00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:57,720 That's crazy. 489 00:34:57,800 --> 00:34:59,360 Did he buy this player? 490 00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,080 Yes, he bought it. -Right. 491 00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,720 And that poster with Harrison Ford? 492 00:35:05,800 --> 00:35:07,120 Yes, Niall. 493 00:35:07,800 --> 00:35:08,800 Really? 494 00:35:09,480 --> 00:35:10,560 Did he buy the poster? 495 00:35:10,640 --> 00:35:11,640 Yes. 496 00:35:13,480 --> 00:35:15,280 All right. 497 00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:21,880 You know what? Fuck it! 498 00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:24,080 No! You went wild! 499 00:35:24,160 --> 00:35:27,560 You don't know what you did? I'm his cutie! 500 00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:29,720 My God, you're messing around! 501 00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:31,440 Good! Judging by Reuben, 502 00:35:31,520 --> 00:35:33,440 she will finally start listening to me! 503 00:35:39,640 --> 00:35:41,680 I hate him, damn it! 504 00:35:41,760 --> 00:35:43,400 No, no. - Yes, ma'am. 505 00:35:44,080 --> 00:35:46,760 I'm his cutie! 506 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:47,920 Hey. 507 00:35:49,520 --> 00:35:51,000 Come on. 508 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:52,880 You are nobody's cutie. 509 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:02,880 I want you all to just kill me. 510 00:36:06,560 --> 00:36:08,200 To save me from suffering. 511 00:36:11,160 --> 00:36:12,320 You don't need to. 512 00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,280 He does it well himself. 513 00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:22,840 You keep me awake, Niall. 514 00:36:24,440 --> 00:36:28,480 I'm afraid I'll wake up someday and will overdose, 515 00:36:28,560 --> 00:36:30,440 got HIV... 516 00:36:31,880 --> 00:36:32,960 Or it will be like Maura. 517 00:36:36,200 --> 00:36:39,840 I moved here to calm down a bit. 518 00:36:40,920 --> 00:36:42,040 To meet someone. 519 00:36:42,120 --> 00:36:44,760 It doesn't have to be perfect, as long as it is stable. 520 00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:48,400 To settle down and calm down. 521 00:36:49,000 --> 00:36:52,040 Forget about this dream of writing. They are of no use to you. 522 00:36:53,600 --> 00:36:54,600 I can't. 523 00:36:55,320 --> 00:36:56,320 You can. 524 00:36:57,840 --> 00:37:01,440 One of the most destructive actions self-harm is 525 00:37:01,520 --> 00:37:05,280 to convince himself that you are worth something more�. 526 00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:09,240 They published you five years ago. 527 00:37:09,320 --> 00:37:11,200 You've sold less than a hundred books. 528 00:37:12,800 --> 00:37:15,720 He lives in a small room in a poor part of town. 529 00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,240 Don't make me tell you that he needs a job. 530 00:37:22,760 --> 00:37:26,680 At least respect yourself that much to come to this realization himself. 531 00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:58,840 Hey! Hey! 532 00:39:58,920 --> 00:40:02,080 Come back! Come here! 533 00:40:02,160 --> 00:40:04,520 Hey! I see you, fuck! 534 00:40:05,960 --> 00:40:08,280 Come back, asshole! 535 00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:12,880 Hey! Come back! 536 00:40:26,640 --> 00:40:30,000 Hey! Where the hell are you? 537 00:40:33,920 --> 00:40:35,160 I hear you, fuck you! 538 00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:05,760 Hey! 539 00:42:07,000 --> 00:42:08,080 What is he doing? 540 00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:11,840 Sorry, I kicked the ball in there. 541 00:42:11,920 --> 00:42:14,840 I'm Ruben, from the neighborhood. 542 00:42:14,920 --> 00:42:15,920 Really. 543 00:42:16,640 --> 00:42:17,840 Hello. 544 00:42:17,920 --> 00:42:21,040 Sorry, I didn't recognize you shirtless. 545 00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:23,600 I'll let you out the front door. 546 00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:26,040 He can come tomorrow to pick up the tea. 547 00:44:27,600 --> 00:44:28,600 Don't move. 548 00:44:30,520 --> 00:44:32,320 Not to write. 549 00:44:33,480 --> 00:44:34,480 Reuben, please. 550 00:44:34,560 --> 00:44:35,720 What did I tell you? 551 00:44:39,720 --> 00:44:40,960 Will he kill me? 552 00:44:42,360 --> 00:44:45,440 Because I shouldn't. He has his whole life ahead of him. 553 00:44:45,520 --> 00:44:47,120 Don't talk about my life. 554 00:44:48,160 --> 00:44:49,640 After what you did. 555 00:44:49,720 --> 00:44:52,480 Come on, this is crazy. How many years is it? 556 00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:55,200 �fourteen years, seven months, 557 00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:57,920 twenty-three days. 558 00:44:58,000 --> 00:44:59,600 did you? 559 00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:01,200 Of course I am. 560 00:45:05,280 --> 00:45:06,360 What is this? 561 00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,120 What does he want to achieve? 562 00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:13,480 Fighting? 563 00:45:13,560 --> 00:45:14,560 Fighting? 564 00:45:16,480 --> 00:45:17,560 Interesting idea. 565 00:45:17,640 --> 00:45:20,000 That's not right. Let's avoid each other. 566 00:45:20,080 --> 00:45:21,960 To each his own. 567 00:45:22,040 --> 00:45:23,680 Is that why you were in the driveway? 568 00:45:24,800 --> 00:45:26,640 Is that why you scared your wife? 569 00:45:28,560 --> 00:45:29,920 In the middle of the night? 570 00:45:30,000 --> 00:45:32,240 No. I was just passing by. 571 00:45:32,320 --> 00:45:33,320 Yes? 572 00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:38,680 Explain it. 573 00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:49,400 Explain, you rat. 574 00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:53,480 Or I'll shove it up your ass. 575 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:54,560 All right, Ruben. 576 00:45:57,000 --> 00:45:58,720 I didn't know he lived here. 577 00:45:58,800 --> 00:46:00,000 Let it be yours. 578 00:46:00,080 --> 00:46:01,680 For God's sake! 579 00:46:01,760 --> 00:46:04,560 That's what you came for, right, Bambi? 580 00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:05,840 It wants... - Help! 581 00:46:05,920 --> 00:46:08,040 Shut up, you fuckers. Just shut up. 582 00:46:08,120 --> 00:46:09,960 Shut up, you rat. 583 00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:12,520 You wanted to take something from me, didn't you? 584 00:46:12,600 --> 00:46:14,360 Come on, rat. 585 00:46:14,440 --> 00:46:15,720 Yes! Hey. 586 00:46:15,800 --> 00:46:18,520 That's what you always wanted from me, right? 587 00:46:19,840 --> 00:46:21,120 Well, let's go. 588 00:46:21,200 --> 00:46:23,480 Are you ready for this, rat? 589 00:46:25,240 --> 00:46:26,400 Shut up. - Wait. 590 00:46:26,480 --> 00:46:27,720 Shut up... - I'll tell. 591 00:46:27,800 --> 00:46:29,800 Shut up... - I was angry! 592 00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:34,520 I wanted to take something from you to win. 593 00:46:34,600 --> 00:46:35,840 Won? 594 00:46:35,920 --> 00:46:37,880 Don't you have enough wins, asshole? 595 00:46:37,960 --> 00:46:40,160 My life is not enough? Did you want a car? 596 00:46:40,240 --> 00:46:41,280 No, just... 597 00:46:41,360 --> 00:46:44,040 I rotted in prison for more than ten years because of you! 598 00:46:45,520 --> 00:46:47,680 Reuben! I'll tell you. 599 00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:49,720 No! ruben please I will tell you. 600 00:46:49,800 --> 00:46:51,240 I will do whatever he wants. 601 00:46:51,320 --> 00:46:53,760 I will ask your forgiveness. Just don't do it. 602 00:47:07,400 --> 00:47:08,400 Why did you do that? 603 00:47:09,400 --> 00:47:11,320 It was fourteen years ago. 604 00:47:11,400 --> 00:47:13,600 Why did you do that? 605 00:47:15,520 --> 00:47:18,200 Because it seemed right to me, to tell the truth. 606 00:47:18,280 --> 00:47:19,280 Right? 607 00:47:20,240 --> 00:47:22,920 It's just that you allowed it cancer patients, 608 00:47:23,840 --> 00:47:25,680 how he looks at his son when he goes to jail? 609 00:47:25,760 --> 00:47:27,120 I thought so at the time. 610 00:47:27,200 --> 00:47:28,920 It has nothing to do with what is right. 611 00:47:30,200 --> 00:47:32,560 You couldn't stand that I was doing well. 612 00:47:32,640 --> 00:47:33,640 You were bitter. 613 00:47:33,720 --> 00:47:36,280 Why should I be bitter? I went to Oxford. 614 00:47:36,360 --> 00:47:38,200 Because I live fully and you a fake life. 615 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:40,080 You lived in my shadow. 616 00:47:40,640 --> 00:47:42,720 You wanted to get rid of me to flourish. 617 00:47:44,360 --> 00:47:45,520 How was it without me? 618 00:47:45,600 --> 00:47:49,040 Are you okay, you fucking eggless? 619 00:47:50,160 --> 00:47:54,080 Did you find out the hard way that when you walk in my shoes, 620 00:47:54,160 --> 00:47:55,960 you will always slip up. 621 00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:01,000 You didn't care anymore, didn't you? 622 00:48:02,880 --> 00:48:05,760 He knows he's killing you, right? 623 00:48:05,840 --> 00:48:07,160 He knows that I'm not there yet 624 00:48:07,240 --> 00:48:10,000 and he has all these opportunities ahead of him, 625 00:48:10,080 --> 00:48:11,440 just raising� dust? 626 00:48:11,520 --> 00:48:12,800 Me 627 00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:15,880 with his back against the wall and a glass ceiling above 628 00:48:15,960 --> 00:48:18,600 and a fucking army on the way 629 00:48:18,680 --> 00:48:21,000 I climb to the top. 630 00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:23,800 I don't know what he's talking about. I'm doing well. 631 00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:25,760 Mom says it's not like that. 632 00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,520 When he comes to ask for money, 633 00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:31,280 to solve your miserable problems, 634 00:48:31,360 --> 00:48:34,320 printing costs, therapy. 635 00:48:34,400 --> 00:48:35,760 That's what she said? 636 00:48:35,840 --> 00:48:37,200 She told me everything. 637 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,440 I had to bite myself that I didn't laugh 638 00:48:40,520 --> 00:48:42,200 when I gave her the money. 639 00:48:42,280 --> 00:48:45,080 You should see me: "Well, Mrs. Kennedy, 640 00:48:45,160 --> 00:48:47,200 "I hope he'll be back on his feet soon." 641 00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:50,440 Imagine. 642 00:48:51,160 --> 00:48:54,520 I was in prison for thirteen years, and you at Oxford, 643 00:48:54,600 --> 00:48:56,720 but now I'm lending you money. 644 00:48:58,520 --> 00:49:01,840 You are wondering, I want a fight. 645 00:49:04,160 --> 00:49:06,520 Kid, don't laugh. 646 00:49:08,320 --> 00:49:09,440 This is mine. 647 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:12,240 That's what he wants? 648 00:49:12,320 --> 00:49:14,560 To admit that you are doing better than me? 649 00:49:14,640 --> 00:49:17,000 Right. You're doing better and I hate it. 650 00:49:17,080 --> 00:49:20,400 I hate that shit it always floats to the surface. 651 00:49:20,480 --> 00:49:22,880 But I'm not bitter, I'm happy 652 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:26,640 because I know that when he fucks up and it will definitely be�, 653 00:49:26,720 --> 00:49:29,360 I will eat popcorn and watching you do it. 654 00:49:34,200 --> 00:49:36,680 Say it. You were bitter. 655 00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:39,240 No chance. I wasn't bitter in the slightest. 656 00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:41,160 I did what was right, you beat me. 657 00:49:41,240 --> 00:49:42,200 I won't admit it. 658 00:49:48,120 --> 00:49:49,120 All right. 659 00:49:49,880 --> 00:49:51,640 I admit, I was bitter. 660 00:49:51,720 --> 00:49:53,720 Stop beating me. Cunt! 661 00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:55,680 I was bitter, okay? 662 00:49:55,760 --> 00:49:57,000 I was bitter. 663 00:50:02,840 --> 00:50:05,280 bitter, because you put me in this position. 664 00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:09,800 bitter, because you kept doing the same shit. 665 00:50:09,880 --> 00:50:13,360 It never learns, it never grows, does not accept responsibility. 666 00:50:13,440 --> 00:50:14,760 Always breaking things, 667 00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:16,680 and others clean up after you. 668 00:50:16,760 --> 00:50:18,400 I didn't want that with Alby. 669 00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:20,000 Because it threatened my freedom. 670 00:50:21,400 --> 00:50:22,800 What would you learn about life? 671 00:50:22,880 --> 00:50:24,360 About life? 672 00:50:24,440 --> 00:50:26,960 I don't need this. I wrote a book about life. 673 00:50:27,040 --> 00:50:30,000 How? You didn't do anything! 674 00:50:30,680 --> 00:50:33,880 You never tried. You haven't finished school or college, 675 00:50:33,960 --> 00:50:35,160 he doesn't have a real job. 676 00:50:35,240 --> 00:50:37,960 I don't have a fax or the right job? 677 00:50:38,040 --> 00:50:39,960 Why would you need it? 678 00:50:40,040 --> 00:50:41,560 You forgot something. 679 00:50:41,640 --> 00:50:43,240 I don't work for status. 680 00:50:44,040 --> 00:50:45,080 I was born with it. 681 00:50:45,720 --> 00:50:48,960 Why should you be a manager or an academic, 682 00:50:49,040 --> 00:50:50,320 Am I the king of the world? 683 00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:52,760 King of the world. Good luck. 684 00:50:52,840 --> 00:50:54,600 I don't envy you that. I envy you 685 00:50:54,680 --> 00:50:56,680 to think about it� without irony. 686 00:50:56,760 --> 00:50:59,040 So challenge me and prove the opposite! 687 00:50:59,120 --> 00:51:00,880 I'm your fucking muse. 688 00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:05,920 The reason he has the meaning of your miserable life. 689 00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:09,560 Don't tell me to tell people about it 690 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,760 when you passed the exams 691 00:51:12,840 --> 00:51:14,760 or defended a dissertation. 692 00:51:14,840 --> 00:51:18,720 No, tell them about the one when we threw eggs at the house 693 00:51:18,800 --> 00:51:20,680 and tire cutters, 694 00:51:20,760 --> 00:51:22,680 when we took mushrooms by the lake 695 00:51:22,760 --> 00:51:24,600 and saw that the water was turning green. 696 00:51:25,560 --> 00:51:27,680 I am the musical accompaniment your highlights. 697 00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:31,160 And it kills you because it knows that your achievements fulfill you, 698 00:51:31,240 --> 00:51:32,680 while you my smile 699 00:51:32,760 --> 00:51:34,720 fill it with the energy it needs�. 700 00:51:36,480 --> 00:51:37,960 Maybe you're a painter 701 00:51:39,560 --> 00:51:40,960 but I am your motive. 702 00:51:43,560 --> 00:51:44,960 Which blames my CV, 703 00:51:45,040 --> 00:51:46,680 my time in prison 704 00:51:46,760 --> 00:51:49,680 and everything else you need�, that he thinks you are better. 705 00:51:49,760 --> 00:51:53,240 But he knows very well that he would go for 40 years 706 00:51:53,320 --> 00:51:55,280 to a windowless cell, 707 00:51:56,880 --> 00:51:58,800 to become me for a day. 708 00:52:02,600 --> 00:52:03,600 Look at yourself. 709 00:52:04,320 --> 00:52:06,240 I was in prison for more than ten years, 710 00:52:07,360 --> 00:52:09,600 but you have made nothing of yourself. 711 00:52:10,160 --> 00:52:12,880 He doesn't even have anything he can take from you. 712 00:52:14,400 --> 00:52:16,040 And just when I forget you 713 00:52:17,080 --> 00:52:18,800 when I get my life in order 714 00:52:19,680 --> 00:52:23,320 appears� in my driveway like a rat. 715 00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:30,280 How dare you�? 716 00:52:32,520 --> 00:52:35,040 Come on, you're the first to get in touch. 717 00:52:35,120 --> 00:52:36,040 How? 718 00:52:36,120 --> 00:52:37,760 You talked to your mother about Maura. 719 00:52:39,760 --> 00:52:41,680 Don't talk about my mom. 720 00:52:41,760 --> 00:52:42,840 Don't mention her. 721 00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:44,240 That's what I'm talking about! 722 00:52:44,320 --> 00:52:46,720 He and Lori were making out behind my back. 723 00:52:46,800 --> 00:52:48,480 She didn't even say Maura was sick! 724 00:52:55,080 --> 00:52:56,480 What did I say? 725 00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:00,360 What? I'm just saying I could be around. 726 00:53:00,440 --> 00:53:03,240 Next to it? Are you kidding? 727 00:53:03,320 --> 00:53:04,640 It's a plant because of you. 728 00:53:04,720 --> 00:53:06,160 Because of me? 729 00:53:06,240 --> 00:53:08,360 I haven't seen her in fourteen years from the court. 730 00:53:08,440 --> 00:53:09,960 That's how it started. 731 00:53:10,040 --> 00:53:11,920 Then he and Lori broke up, 732 00:53:12,000 --> 00:53:14,320 because they could not accept your actions. 733 00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,480 You did it. - Me? 734 00:53:16,560 --> 00:53:19,280 Or was it the fault of that her child is a beast? 735 00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:20,760 Now it's really going. 736 00:53:20,840 --> 00:53:23,800 What is he waiting for? He blames me for my mother's suicide. 737 00:53:23,880 --> 00:53:26,120 Spare me the self-pity, asshole. 738 00:53:26,200 --> 00:53:28,000 that was when I was in prison. 739 00:53:28,080 --> 00:53:32,000 I couldn't reach her. Not even over the phone. 740 00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:33,920 Imagine! 741 00:53:37,480 --> 00:53:39,320 He doesn't want to admit guilt, 742 00:53:41,040 --> 00:53:42,880 admit that you wanted it. 743 00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:44,800 I'm not. 744 00:53:46,240 --> 00:53:47,480 She is the one for you. 745 00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:55,560 Do you know how she rules? 746 00:53:57,200 --> 00:53:58,200 The rat king. 747 00:54:00,160 --> 00:54:01,160 Do you know why? 748 00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:04,360 Because it behaves like a tribe, 749 00:54:05,520 --> 00:54:07,000 but belongs to the sewage system. 750 00:54:07,080 --> 00:54:10,280 You're a sewer rat which in the mirror 751 00:54:10,920 --> 00:54:12,080 he sees the king. 752 00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:17,640 Yes? - Yes. 753 00:54:18,240 --> 00:54:20,120 Rat, give it back. 754 00:54:20,960 --> 00:54:22,160 I know he wants to. 755 00:54:25,120 --> 00:54:27,000 We are obviously in a glass house. 756 00:54:29,240 --> 00:54:31,800 I'm in the sewers I don't want to know where you two are. 757 00:54:31,880 --> 00:54:34,200 This! That's what I'm talking about! 758 00:54:34,280 --> 00:54:35,680 Come on, know more about this. 759 00:54:35,760 --> 00:54:38,280 You and your mother wish to be in the sewers. 760 00:54:38,360 --> 00:54:39,560 Nice, keep going. 761 00:54:39,640 --> 00:54:42,440 To�ba helped her, that she drew the line 762 00:54:42,520 --> 00:54:45,080 between yesterday and today that she forgot 763 00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:46,600 that she raised honor. 764 00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,000 She kept saying: "It's a disease." 765 00:54:49,080 --> 00:54:50,800 "It can't be otherwise." 766 00:54:50,880 --> 00:54:53,080 But when the fourth, fifth, 767 00:54:53,160 --> 00:54:55,840 even the �sixteenth� break someone's head 768 00:54:55,920 --> 00:54:57,080 it is no longer a disease, 769 00:54:57,160 --> 00:55:00,680 but sick, evil an act of perverse violence. 770 00:55:00,760 --> 00:55:03,280 I never saw you to mourn 771 00:55:03,360 --> 00:55:04,800 what you did to alby 772 00:55:04,880 --> 00:55:07,680 which apparently still has today disfigured face. 773 00:55:07,760 --> 00:55:09,240 Your heartlessness 774 00:55:09,320 --> 00:55:11,840 it comes from Maura's heart. Yes, I hate her. 775 00:55:12,520 --> 00:55:14,440 I hate everything about her. 776 00:55:14,520 --> 00:55:16,520 She forgave you for almost murdering 777 00:55:16,600 --> 00:55:19,000 but for me, every little thing mattered 778 00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:20,360 and turned her mother towards me, 779 00:55:20,440 --> 00:55:22,960 took me out because I was her second chance, 780 00:55:23,040 --> 00:55:25,680 because she fucked the first one so badly. 781 00:55:26,560 --> 00:55:29,880 You must have dazzled her. 782 00:55:29,960 --> 00:55:33,320 Depending on how many times you hit her, she must have forgotten. 783 00:55:37,560 --> 00:55:42,280 The worst part is, that he is right. 784 00:55:43,000 --> 00:55:46,840 I would go to prison for 40 years, to be you one day 785 00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:48,600 even for an hour. 786 00:55:49,520 --> 00:55:51,480 To feel what it's like to be you. 787 00:55:52,080 --> 00:55:53,600 To look like you. 788 00:55:54,880 --> 00:55:56,160 Fuck like you. 789 00:55:56,240 --> 00:55:57,600 Spoken like you. 790 00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:00,560 They can lock the door and throw away the key, 791 00:56:00,640 --> 00:56:04,160 I'll be happy to lie down and feel how it is 792 00:56:04,240 --> 00:56:06,000 when you're in the middle of the universe 793 00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:08,640 not some asshole who is waiting in line outside. 794 00:56:10,360 --> 00:56:13,160 I hate everything about you 795 00:56:13,240 --> 00:56:14,560 your huge shadow 796 00:56:14,640 --> 00:56:17,000 which turns with the sun and always finds me. 797 00:56:18,240 --> 00:56:19,480 But that doesn't stop me, 798 00:56:21,240 --> 00:56:23,600 that I also want all this for myself. 799 00:56:26,440 --> 00:56:27,880 Yes, I am bitter. 800 00:56:28,760 --> 00:56:29,920 That I'm lonely. 801 00:56:31,800 --> 00:56:33,320 And I have no money. 802 00:56:33,400 --> 00:56:36,120 That regardless, how I try 803 00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:38,600 how hard I work and fight 804 00:56:38,680 --> 00:56:41,400 I can't find anything which would make me happy. 805 00:56:43,040 --> 00:56:46,160 I'm bitter for apologizing to people 806 00:56:46,240 --> 00:56:48,440 but you didn't even think about me. 807 00:56:51,360 --> 00:56:54,080 I'm bitter that some asshole is blackmailing me, 808 00:56:55,640 --> 00:56:58,480 that I can't repay because I have no money 809 00:56:58,560 --> 00:57:00,480 or threaten him, because I have no eggs. 810 00:57:02,080 --> 00:57:05,040 I'm bitter that I had the world in the palm of my hand. 811 00:57:05,120 --> 00:57:07,400 scholarships, study at Oxford, everything, 812 00:57:07,480 --> 00:57:10,120 but i wasted it all because I was thinking of you. 813 00:57:10,200 --> 00:57:11,360 What is he saying�? 814 00:57:11,440 --> 00:57:13,880 I couldn't breathe! I couldn't 815 00:57:13,960 --> 00:57:16,080 because I was just thinking about the trial. 816 00:57:16,160 --> 00:57:19,080 I could not forget your words, 817 00:57:19,160 --> 00:57:20,240 that he will destroy me. 818 00:57:20,320 --> 00:57:22,400 I've seen him do it. 819 00:57:22,480 --> 00:57:24,040 I know what that means. 820 00:57:26,920 --> 00:57:29,040 From then on I was afraid of you. 821 00:57:29,920 --> 00:57:31,920 I imagined what will he do to me 822 00:57:32,000 --> 00:57:33,680 told someone from prison 823 00:57:33,760 --> 00:57:35,240 to come looking for me. 824 00:57:36,400 --> 00:57:39,360 Once in the middle of the night I thought to listen to me 825 00:57:39,440 --> 00:57:42,520 and follows�. I started sleeping in the garden. 826 00:57:42,600 --> 00:57:44,880 I tore through the streets telephone wiring. 827 00:57:47,200 --> 00:57:51,880 I spilled 30 caps from the coolies, 828 00:57:51,960 --> 00:57:54,040 because I celebrated them when I wrote. 829 00:57:54,120 --> 00:57:55,800 I shouldn't have thrown them away 830 00:57:55,880 --> 00:57:58,840 because he could find my DNA and incited me to murder. 831 00:57:58,920 --> 00:58:00,400 I ended up in an insane asylum. 832 00:58:00,480 --> 00:58:02,360 I had an operation on my stomach. 833 00:58:05,000 --> 00:58:06,480 Why? 834 00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:09,000 Because I told the truth? 835 00:58:11,200 --> 00:58:14,520 Then it appears� out of nowhere 836 00:58:14,600 --> 00:58:18,440 with a crazy salary, a house, a woman and a car. 837 00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:22,880 How dare you come from nowhere with such a salary, 838 00:58:22,960 --> 00:58:25,280 house, woman and car? 839 00:58:27,480 --> 00:58:29,800 Therefore, you can rest easy because you know, 840 00:58:29,880 --> 00:58:33,080 that when he imagines fighting for me, 841 00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:38,280 it can't be worse than that, what I did to myself. 842 00:58:38,960 --> 00:58:41,080 Come on, Ruben, kill me. 843 00:58:41,880 --> 00:58:43,000 I don't care. 844 00:58:46,160 --> 00:58:47,360 I'm already dead. 845 00:59:13,200 --> 00:59:14,520 I didn't know that. 846 00:59:17,840 --> 00:59:18,880 Yeah, well... 847 00:59:20,400 --> 00:59:21,920 Mom didn't say that. 848 00:59:23,400 --> 00:59:24,840 About the hospital. 849 00:59:31,760 --> 00:59:34,800 It's nice that he at least respects me a little. 850 00:59:43,800 --> 00:59:45,560 It seems different. 851 00:59:48,880 --> 00:59:49,880 He speaks differently. 852 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:55,120 I read a lot, Niall. 853 00:59:55,200 --> 00:59:57,280 So you are now Smarter than me? 854 01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:11,440 Are they blackmailing you? 855 01:00:14,040 --> 01:00:15,080 Yes, in a way. 856 01:00:16,720 --> 01:00:17,960 Do you know him? 857 01:00:18,720 --> 01:00:19,840 Not so. 858 01:00:22,240 --> 01:00:23,280 What do you need? 859 01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:27,800 Money. 860 01:00:29,080 --> 01:00:30,080 I have money. 861 01:00:35,120 --> 01:00:36,480 What does he want in return? 862 01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:40,680 Apology 863 01:00:42,080 --> 01:00:43,080 for what has been done. 864 01:00:51,120 --> 01:00:52,120 Is that it? 865 01:00:54,080 --> 01:00:55,080 It's a lot, Niall. 866 01:00:56,480 --> 01:00:57,560 A hell of a lot. 867 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:08,200 I'm sorry. 868 01:01:32,800 --> 01:01:34,040 It was wrong for me too. 869 01:02:08,200 --> 01:02:11,440 I missed you. 870 01:02:12,240 --> 01:02:14,800 Now let's make a toast. 871 01:02:15,480 --> 01:02:17,440 Alby, get up. 872 01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:19,480 Come on. 873 01:02:31,960 --> 01:02:33,080 To the happy couple, 874 01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:44,520 on their holiday 875 01:02:52,720 --> 01:02:54,880 at the beginning of a joint journey, 876 01:03:02,000 --> 01:03:03,520 hand in hand 877 01:03:09,760 --> 01:03:10,800 heart to heart 878 01:03:16,480 --> 01:03:17,920 forever and ever. 879 01:03:25,600 --> 01:03:26,600 Amen. 880 01:03:59,440 --> 01:04:01,440 Translated by Jure Janet